cheesy tak. huhu.
He was my one and only love of my life. We were suppose to get married and have plenty of kids. He's very kind hearted, very tall. Most importantly he loves his family.
It was my 22nd Birthday rasanya. We went MNG. spent hundreds. Birthday present he says. Yeayyy. Then off he goes to Langkawi for a shoot. He left me few hundreds ringgit more to spent. I was so happy.
He called everyday for the first month he was there. Then the calls were lesser and lesser and soon he didn't call at all. SMS were not replied. I was devastated.
After 3 month in Langkawi. He came back. We met. And he told me he already found his TRUE LOVE.
I begged him to be with me, he was after-all my best friend *what a HUGE mistake it was* Buat malu kaum perempuan.
Anyway, I have to admit my studies are a bit kacau bilau. Sampai a lecturer notice. She gave me an advice that eventually lead me to my current flame.
She took a white paper and draw a black dot. She ask me. What do u see? I said, I see a black dot. Well, she said. That ugly black dot is that stupid guy who left u. what u don't see are all the other white dots surrounding it, representing all the handsome single guys out there.
So true. Then she told me to pray and ask guidance from God. I said I did. So she ask, what is ur prayer? My prayer was that I want God to give him back to me. or show him no mercy. Well not exactly a good one. So my lecturer said, God always grant wishes of people who are victimized. and the prayer should be a good one. not asking bad things to happen to others.
So she ask me to change my prayer. Ask God to give me strength to face this obstacle and ask God to lead me to a person who is much much better than my old flame.
2 weeks later. I found him :) in MYSPACE. We chat for a while. *lama gak sebulan gitewww*
Then we met for the first time kat Petronas USJ14. Around 10.30pm 31st December 2006. We went to Asia Cafe, SS15. Didn't feel the chemistry yet. Mom asked him to send me back by 12am so he did. We waited for my mom to come back from OU in his car. Thats when the sparks sets in. *setan kot* It was exactly during the fireworks, that I accidentally says that I like him.
Throughout our journey together, he *my current, future to be husband* make me realized that he is my match. We compliment each other. He is after all my prayer. He's been very patient with me.
There's one time. I was watching P/S I love you. Then I started crying. Sebab teringat my EX. Instead of furious with me and all. he hugged me and said, do u know that to forget a person completely needs the same amount of time you know him. So if you had been in a relationship with him for 3 1/2 years, then you need 3 1/2 years to completely forgets him.
Its been around 3 1/2 years pon. I put myself to a test. Bukak FB my EX. Found out his single. Haha. Ok. not tempted :p
Scolled down for older post, owh... that GF he left me for left him. Ouch.
So. This post is to you. my EX. Life is a bliss. Hope you'll found YOUR TRUE LOVE as I have found mine :) Good Riddance!! *oopppsss* I meant, Goodbye and have a great life!